Originally posted by SpELlBoUnD:
Argh, it's not supossed to be shared but i have to do this in order to loosen myself and move forward(perhaps).
I recently tell myself that i dont want to fall inlove coz im not yet ready and im financially unstable but guess what LOVE cast a spell on me which is Love itself and i dont know what im going to do now. I just meet this girl in the cafe where i am working and she is staying at the pension house on the upper floor of the building. She is so lovely,sexy,nice,hot,
gentle and i think she has all the qualities of the girl that i dreaming of i talked to her and dated her until i developed a something (i dunno) to her that i never experienced before. The funny thing was i am speechless when i am with her and i noticed that she developed an attraction to me but i am so pathethic and weakling. I was supposed to tell her that i like her and i dont want to lose her but she is just on vacation and her hometown is in the province and she'll be going back in a few days. On the day that she'll be going back to her province i was'nt able to say something to her. I was so pathethic, coz i just let her go. Now i'm in the state of confusion and depression. But she made a promise to me that she'll be back in Cebu this coming January for the SINULOG FESTIVAL. Then, what should i do when she really comes back? or i'll just move on? depressed and confused i am! A pathethic loser.
Pls. give me some advice and anyone can share their stories in this discussion...